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Music for Heroines

Song Cycle by Carol Barnett (b. 1949)

Score: Carol Barnett (external link)
Publisher: Carol Barnett (external link)

1. In Search of Healing
 (Sung text)

Language: English 
My culture has forgotten:
The mind and the body
The body and the spirit
And the spirit and the mind
Are One.
To remember,
I walk through
The maze of inner self
In search of healing.

Text Authorship:

  • by Jila Nikpay , appears in Heroines: Transformation in the Face of Breast Cancer, copyright status unknown

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Researcher for this page: Joost van der Linden [Guest Editor]

2. Filled with Light
 (Sung text)

Language: English 
I’ve always been
A seeker.

Grieved as I was
Lying on the hospital bed
Severed
Like
Saint Agatha
I was filled with light

I sense the Light
It fills me
From time to time

Text Authorship:

  • by Jila Nikpay , copyright status unknown

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3. Wanting to Know the Heart
 (Sung text)

Language: English 
I was the invisible child.
Knotted
Wanting
To know the heart.

Through illness
I was mothered
By many.
Felling no separation,
I entered into the circle of love
Free and strong.

Text Authorship:

  • by Jila Nikpay , appears in Heroines: Transformation in the Face of Breast Cancer, first published 2006, copyright status unknown

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4. I Became Awake
 (Sung text)

Language: English 
Suddenly I was stripped
Breastless
Bald
Sick

I became awake--
To perceive
Suffering behind faces.
To see
Even the eclipsed Moon
Caught in the shadow play of sky
Is blessed with the the Sun’s beauty
Forever.

Text Authorship:

  • by Jila Nikpay , appears in Heroines: Transformation in the Face of Breast Cancer, first published 2006, copyright status unknown

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Researcher for this page: Joost van der Linden [Guest Editor]

5. Through Heaven's Gates
 (Sung text)

Language: English 
I’m not afraid of death
But to sort through my life
Before I am gone
I tirelessly bead
Making jewels
To give away
And delight.

I am not afraid of death
I know I am strong
I’ll walk through heaven’s gates
With laughter.

Text Authorship:

  • by Jila Nikpay , appears in Heroines: Transformation in the Face of Breast Cancer, first published 2006

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Researcher for this page: Joost van der Linden [Guest Editor]
Total word count: 180
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