by Amelia (Ann) Blandford Edwards (1831 - 1892)
Language: English
Ah, Faithless! all this winter long
My pain has been thy pastime;
I loved with heart, and soul, and song,--
Thine all the sport, mine all the wrong, --
Beware! it is the last time.
For now I know thee. Thou would'st fain
Thyself undo the darling chain,
And cast me on the world again,
A lonely man, to-morrow!
But no! I swear that must not be!
Thou can'st not, if thou would'st, be free!
Ah! faithless, heartless, thou shalt see
What strength despair can borrow;
For, be it well, or be it ill,
I feel that I must love thee still,
Through scorn, and pain, and sorrow!
Ah, Cruel! though my love were shown
In strangely silent fashion,
Thou could'st have guessed it -- thou alone!
In every look and every tone
That told the tale of passion!
Alas! had I more boldly woo'd,
Had I with fiery vows pursued,
Ah! then, perchance, I had subdued
And made thee mine forever!
But, by the bitter fate that drove me,
By every star that shines above me,
I swear that I will make thee love me
Despite thine own endeavour!
Nor life nor death shall set thee free;
And neither Heav'n, nor earth, nor sea,
Thy life and mine shall sever!
Composition:
- Set to music by Frances Allitsen (1848 - 1912), "Rebellion", published 1905 [ voice and piano ], from Moods and Tenses (Phases in a Love Drama) - Cycle of Eight Songs, no. 1, London, New York: Boosey & Co.
Text Authorship:
- by Amelia (Ann) Blandford Edwards (1831 - 1892), "Ballad", appears in Hand and Glove, Leipzig: Bernard Tauchnitz, page 138, in Chapter XIII, A Dinner "en Province [sic].", first published 1865
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