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by Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950)

And must I then, indeed, Pain, live with...
Language: English 
And must I then, indeed, Pain, live with you
All through my life?—sharing my fire, my bed,
Sharing—oh, worst of things!—the same head?—
And, when I feed myself, feeding you too?
So be it, then, if what seems true, is true:
Let us to dinner, comrade, and be fed;
I cannot die till you yourself are dead,
And, with you living, I can live life through.
Yet have you done me harm, ungracious guest,
Spying upon my ardent offices
With frosty look; robbing my nights of rest;
And making harder things I did with ease.
You will die with me: but I shall, at best,
Forgive you with restraint, for deeds like these.

Confirmed with Edna St. Vincent Millay, Edna St. Vincent Millay, in: The New Anthology of American Poetry, Volume 2, 2003, p.475


Text Authorship:

  • by Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950), "And must I then, indeed, Pain, live with you", written 1942 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]

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This text was added to the website: 2026-03-06
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Word count: 113

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