I was not sorrowful (Spleen) | I was not sorrowful, I could not weep

by Ernest Christopher Dowson (1867 - 1900)

I was not sorrowful, I could not weep

Language: English

Our translations: SPA

I was not sorrowful, I could not weep,
And all my memories were put to sleep.

I watched the river grow more white and strange,
All day till evening I watched it change.

All day till evening I watched the rain
Beat wearily upon the window pane.

I was not sorrowful, but only tired
Of everything that ever I desired.

Her lips, her eyes, all day became to me
The shadow of a shadow utterly.

All day mine hunger for her heart became
Oblivion, until the evening came,

And left me sorrowful, inclined to weep,
With all my memories that could not sleep.

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• K. Sorabji

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Confirmed with Ernest Dowson, Verses, London: Leonard Smithers, 1896, page 22.

Text Authorship:

by Ernest Christopher Dowson (1867 - 1900), "Spleen", appears in Verses, London, Leonard Smithers, first published 1896 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]

Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):

by Frederick Delius (1862 - 1934), "I was not sorrowful, I could not weep", 1906-7, published 1911 [ baritone, chorus, and orchestra ], from Songs of Sunset, no. 7 [sung text checked 1 time]
by John (Nicholson) Ireland (1879 - 1962), "I was not sorrowful (Spleen)", 1903, published 1912 [ voice and piano ], from Songs of a Wayfarer, no. 4 [sung text checked 1 time]
by Kaikhosru Sorabji (1892 - 1988), "I was not sorrowful", KSS 11 (1917), published 2006, first performed 2002 [ voice and piano ], Bath, The Sorabji Archive; critical edition; confirmed with Roberge's critical edition [sung text checked 1 time]

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This text was added to the website between May 1995 and September 2003.
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Word count: 104