by William Ernest Henley (1849 - 1903)
Lived on one's back
Language: English
Lived on one's back, In the long hours of repose, Life is a practical nightmare -- Hideous asleep or awake. Shoulders and loins Ache -- ! Ache, and the mattress, Run into boulders and hummocks, Glows like a kiln, while the bedclothes -- Tumbling, importunate, daft -- Ramble and roll, and the gas, Screwed to its lowermost, An inevitable atom of light, Haunts, and a stertorous sleeper Snores me to hate and despair. All the old time Surges malignant before me; Old voices, old kisses, old songs Blossom derisive about me; While the new days Pass me in endless procession: A pageant of shadows Silently, leeringly wending On . . . and still on . . . still on! Far in the stillness a cat Languishes loudly. A cinder Falls, and the shadows Lurch to the leap of the flame. The next man to me Turns with a moan; and the snorer, The drug like a rope at his throat, Gasps, gurgles, snorts himself free, as the night-nurse, Noiseless and strange, Her bull's eye half-lanterned in apron, (Whispering me, "Are ye no sleepin' yet?"), Passes, list-slippered and peering, Round . . . and is gone. Sleep comes at last -- Sleep full of dreams and misgivings -- Broken with brutal and sordid Voices and sounds that impose on me, Ere I can wake to it, The unnatural, intolerable day.
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Text Authorship:
- by William Ernest Henley (1849 - 1903), "Vigil", appears in A Book of Verses, first published 1888 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]
Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):
- by Theodore Ward Chanler (1902 - 1961), "The patient sleeps", published 1949. [voice and piano] [text not verified]
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This text was added to the website: 2008-12-10
Line count: 42
Word count: 222