by Arthur William Edgar O'Shaughnessy (1844 - 1881)
Exile
Language: English
Des voluptés intérieures, Le sourire mystérieux. -- Victor Hugo A common folk I walk among; I speak dull things in their own tongue: But all the while within I hear A song I do not sing for fear -- How sweet, how different a thing! And when I come where none are near I open all my heart and sing. I am made one with these indeed, And give them all the love they need -- Such love as they would have of me : But in my heart -- ah, let it be! -- I think of it when none is nigh -- There is a love they shall not see; For it I live -- for it will die. And ofttimes, though I share their joys, And seem to praise them with my voice, Do I not celebrate my own, Ay, down in some far inward zone Of thoughts in which they have no part? Do I not feel -- ah, quite alone With all the secret of my heart? O when the shroud of night is spread On these, as Death is on the dead, So that no sight of them shall mar The blessed rapture of a star -- Then I draw forth those thoughts at will; And like the stars those bright thoughts are; And boundless seems the heart they fill: For every one is as a link; And I enchain them as I think; Till present and remembered bliss, And better worlds on after this, I have -- led on from each to each Athwart the limitless abyss -- In some surpassing sphere I reach. I draw a veil across my face Before I come back to the place And dull obscurity of these; I hide my face, and no man sees; I learn to smile a lighter smile, And change and look just what they please. It is but for a little while. I go with them; and in their sight I would not scorn their little light, Nor mock the things they hold divine; But when I kneel before the shrine Of some base deity of theirs, I pray all inwardly to mine, And send my soul up with my prayers: For I -- ah, to myself I say -- I have a heaven though far away; And there my love went long ago, With all the things my heart loves so ; And there my songs fly, every one: And I shall find them there I know When this sad pilgrimage is done.
Text Authorship:
- by Arthur William Edgar O'Shaughnessy (1844 - 1881), "Exile", appears in An Epic of Women, and Other Poems, first published 1870 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]
Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):
- by Richard Johnston (b. 1917), "Exile", published 1971 [voice and piano], from The Irish Book, Waterloo : Waterloo [text not verified]
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This text was added to the website: 2010-04-26
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Word count: 409