by Arthur William Edgar O'Shaughnessy (1844 - 1881)
Exile
Language: English
Des voluptés intérieures,
Le sourire mystérieux.
-- Victor Hugo
A common folk I walk among;
I speak dull things in their own tongue:
But all the while within I hear
A song I do not sing for fear --
How sweet, how different a thing!
And when I come where none are near
I open all my heart and sing.
I am made one with these indeed,
And give them all the love they need --
Such love as they would have of me :
But in my heart -- ah, let it be! --
I think of it when none is nigh --
There is a love they shall not see;
For it I live -- for it will die.
And ofttimes, though I share their joys,
And seem to praise them with my voice,
Do I not celebrate my own,
Ay, down in some far inward zone
Of thoughts in which they have no part?
Do I not feel -- ah, quite alone
With all the secret of my heart?
O when the shroud of night is spread
On these, as Death is on the dead,
So that no sight of them shall mar
The blessed rapture of a star --
Then I draw forth those thoughts at will;
And like the stars those bright thoughts are;
And boundless seems the heart they fill:
For every one is as a link;
And I enchain them as I think;
Till present and remembered bliss,
And better worlds on after this,
I have -- led on from each to each
Athwart the limitless abyss --
In some surpassing sphere I reach.
I draw a veil across my face
Before I come back to the place
And dull obscurity of these;
I hide my face, and no man sees;
I learn to smile a lighter smile,
And change and look just what they please.
It is but for a little while.
I go with them; and in their sight
I would not scorn their little light,
Nor mock the things they hold divine;
But when I kneel before the shrine
Of some base deity of theirs,
I pray all inwardly to mine,
And send my soul up with my prayers:
For I -- ah, to myself I say --
I have a heaven though far away;
And there my love went long ago,
With all the things my heart loves so ;
And there my songs fly, every one:
And I shall find them there I know
When this sad pilgrimage is done.
Text Authorship:
- by Arthur William Edgar O'Shaughnessy (1844 - 1881), "Exile", appears in An Epic of Women, and Other Poems, first published 1870 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]
Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):
- by Richard Johnston (b. 1917), "Exile", published 1971 [voice and piano], from The Irish Book, Waterloo : Waterloo [text not verified]
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This text was added to the website: 2010-04-26
Line count: 59
Word count: 407