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I felt a [clearing]1 in my mind As if my brain had split; I tried to match it, seam by seam, But could not make them fit. The thought behind I strove to join Unto the thought before, But sequence ravelled out of reach Like balls upon a floor.
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View text without footnotesConfirmed with Poems by Emily Dickinson. Third Series, ed by Mabel Loomis Todd, Boston: Roberts Brothers, 1896.
1 Clyne: "cleaving"Text Authorship:
- by Emily Dickinson (1830 - 1886), "The Lost Thought", appears in Poems: Third Series, in 1. Life, no. 23, appears in Poems: Third Series, in 1. Life, no. 23, first published 1896 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]
Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):
- by Michael M. Horvit (b. 1932), "I felt a cleavage in my mind", published 1970 [ soprano and piano ], from Three Songs of Elegy [sung text not yet checked]
- by Sergius Kagen (1909 - 1964), "I felt a cleavage in my mind", published 1956 [ voice, clarinet or chamber orchestra ], from The Mob Within the Heart [sung text not yet checked]
- by Otto Luening (1900 - 1996), "I felt a cleavage", published 1961 [ medium voice and piano ], from Songs to Poems of Emily Dickinson [sung text not yet checked]
The text above (or a part of it) is used in the following settings:
- by Anna Clyne (b. 1980), "The Lost Thought", 2013 [ 3 female voices and instrumental ensemble ], from As Sudden Shut, no. 2, Boosey & Hawkes
Publisher: Boosey & Hawkes [external link]
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- GER German (Deutsch) (Walter A. Aue) , copyright © 2010, (re)printed on this website with kind permission
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This text was added to the website between May 1995 and September 2003.
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Word count: 50
Ich fühlt' den Spalt in meinem Kopf, als wär mein Hirn zerteilt; Zusammenfügen wollt ich es, doch blieb es ungeheilt. Ich wollt' verbinden die Idee bevor mit der danach, Doch auseinander liefen sie wie Bälle auf dem Dach.
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- Translation from English to German (Deutsch) copyright © 2010 by Walter A. Aue, (re)printed on this website with kind permission. To reprint and distribute this author's work for concert programs, CD booklets, etc., you must ask the copyright-holder(s) directly for permission. If you receive no response, you must consider it a refusal.
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Based on:
- a text in English by Emily Dickinson (1830 - 1886), "The Lost Thought", appears in Poems: Third Series, in 1. Life, no. 23, appears in Poems: Third Series, in 1. Life, no. 23, first published 1896
This text was added to the website: 2010-01-12
Line count: 8
Word count: 38