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by Aleksei Nikolayevich Apukhtin (1841 - 1893)

Ya eyo pobedil, rokovuyu lyubov`
Language: Russian (Русский) 
Ya eyo pobedil, rokovuyu lyubov`,
YA ubil eyo, zluyu zmeyu,
Chto bez zhalosti, zhadno pila moyu krov`,
Chto izmuchila dushu moyu!
YA svoboden, spokoen opyat` -
No ne radosten e`tot pokoj.

Esli noch`yu nachnu ya v mechtax zasy'pat`,
Ty' sidish`, kak by'valo, so mnoj.
Mne mereshhatsya snova oni -
E`ti zharkie letnie dni,
E`ti dolgie nochi bessonny'e,
Bezmyatezhny'e morya strui,
Razgovory' i laski tvoi,
Tixim smexom tvoim ozaryonny'e.
A prosnusya ya - noch`, kak mogila, temna,
I podushka moya xolodna,
I mne nekomu serdcza izlit`.
I naprasno molyu ya volshebnogo sna,
Chtob na mig moyu zhizn` pozaby't`.
Esli zh mnogie dni bez svidan`ya projdut,
YA toskuyu, ne pomnya izmen i obid;
Esli pesnyu, chto lyubish` ty', vdrug zapoyut,
Esli imya tvoyo nevznachaj nazovut, -
Moyo serdce, kak prezhde, drozhit!
Ukazhi zhe mne put`, nazovi mne stranu,
Gde proshedshee ya proklyanu,
Gde by' mog ne ry'dat` ya s bezumnoj toskoj
V odinokij polunochny'j chas,
Gde by' obraz tvoj, nekogda mne dorogoj,
Poblednel i pogas!
Kuda skry't`sya mne? - Daj zhe otvet!
No  otveta ne sly'shno, strany' takoj net,
I, kak perly' v zagadochnoj bezdne morej,
Kak na nebe vechernem zvezda,
Protiv voli moej, protiv voli tvoej,
Ty' so mnoyu vezde i vsegda!

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Text Authorship:

  • by Aleksei Nikolayevich Apukhtin (1841 - 1893), no title, written c1870 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]

Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):

  • by Karl Yulyevich Davidov (1838 - 1889), "Я её победил, роковую любовь", op. 36 no. 4 [ voice and piano ] [sung text not yet checked]

Researcher for this text: Emily Ezust [Administrator]

This text was added to the website: 2021-09-14
Line count: 36
Word count: 196

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