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by Glafira Nikolayevna Mamoshina (1870 - 1942), as G. Galina

Kak mne bol`no, kak xochetsya zhit`
Language: Russian (Русский) 
Our translations:  FRE
Kak mne bol`no, kak xochetsya zhit`...
Kak svezha i dushista vesna!
Net! ne v silax ya serdcza ubit`
V e`tu noch` golubuyu bez sna.

Xot`-by' starost` prishla poskorej,
Xot`-by' inej v kudryax zablestel,
Chto-b ne pel dlya menya solovej,
Chtoby' les dlya menya ne shumel,

Chtoby' pesn` ne [lilas`]1 iz dushi
Skvoz` sireni v shirokuyu dal`,
Chtoby' ne by'lo v e`toj tishi
Mne chego to muchitel`no zhal`!

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•   S. Rachmaninov 

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1 Rachmaninov: "рвалась"

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Text Authorship:

  • by Glafira Nikolayevna Mamoshina (1870 - 1942), as G. Galina, "Весенняя ночь", first published 1902 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]

Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):

  • by Sergei Vasil'yevich Rachmaninov (1873 - 1943), "Как мне больно", op. 21 (Двенадцать романсов = Dvenadcat' romansov (Twelve songs)) no. 12 (1902) [sung text checked 1 time]

Available translations, adaptations or excerpts, and transliterations (if applicable):

  • FRE French (Français) (Guy Laffaille) , copyright © 2021, (re)printed on this website with kind permission


Researcher for this text: Emily Ezust [Administrator]

This text was added to the website between May 1995 and September 2003.
Line count: 12
Word count: 68

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