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by Yakov Petrovich Polonsky (1819 - 1898)
Translation © by Sergey Rybin

Диссонанс
Language: Russian (Русский) 
Our translations:  ENG FRE
Пусть по воле судеб я рассталась с тобой, --
Пусть другой обладает моей красотой!
Из объятий его, из ночной духоты,
Уношусь я далёко на крыльях мечты.
Вижу снова наш старый, запущенный сад:
Отражённый в пруде потухает закат,
Пахнет липовым цветом в прохладе аллей,
За прудом, где-то в роще, урчит соловей...
Я стеклянную дверь отворила -- дрожу --
Я из мрака в таинственный сумрак гляжу --
Чу! там хрустнула ветка -- не ты ли шагнул?!
Встрепенулася птичка -- не ты ли спугнул?!
Я прислушиваюсь, я мучительно жду,
Я на шелест шагов твоих тихо иду --
Холодит мои члены то страсть, то испуг --
Это ты меня за руку взял, милый друг?!
Это ты осторожно так обнял меня,
Это твой поцелуй -- поцелуй без огня!
С болью в трепетном сердце, с волненьем в крови
Ты не смеешь отдаться безумствам любви, --
И, внимая речам благородным твоим,
Я не смею дать волю влеченьям своим,
И дрожу, и шепчу тебе: милый ты мой!
Пусть владеет он жалкой моей красотой!
Из объятий его, из ночной духоты,
Я опять улетаю на крыльях мечты,
В этот сад, в эту темь, вот на эту скамью,
Где впервые подслушал ты душу мою...
Я душою сливаюсь с твоею душой --
Пусть владеет он жалкой моей красотой!

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Text Authorship:

  • by Yakov Petrovich Polonsky (1819 - 1898), "Диссонанс", written 1875, appears in Озими, Ч. I, Новый сборник стихов Я. П. Полонского (Ozimi, Ch. I, Novyj sbornik stikhov Ja. P. Polonskogo) = Winter Wheat, Part 1, New Collection of Poems by Ya. P. Polonsky, first published 1876 [author's text checked 1 time against a primary source]

Musical settings (art songs, Lieder, mélodies, (etc.), choral pieces, and other vocal works set to this text), listed by composer (not necessarily exhaustive):

  • by Sergei Vasil'yevich Rachmaninov (1873 - 1943), "Диссонанс", op. 34 (Четырнадцать романсов = Chetyrnadcat' romansov (Fourteen songs)) no. 13 (1912) [sung text checked 1 time]

Available translations, adaptations or excerpts, and transliterations (if applicable):

  • ENG English (Sergey Rybin) , "Dissonance", copyright © 2018, (re)printed on this website with kind permission
  • FRE French (Français) (Guy Laffaille) , "Dissonance", copyright © 2021, (re)printed on this website with kind permission


Researcher for this text: Emily Ezust [Administrator]

This text was added to the website between May 1995 and September 2003.
Line count: 30
Word count: 195

Dissonance
Language: English  after the Russian (Русский) 
If fate has parted me from you, so be it -
Never mind that another possesses my beauty!
From his embrace, from the night's sultriness,
I fly far away upon the wings of my dream.
I see again our old overgrown garden:
Reflected in the pond, the sunset is fading away,
Linden trees scent the shade of the alleys,
Beyond the pond, in the coppice, warbles the nightingale...
I open the glass door - trembling -
I peer into the mysterious darkness -
Hark! A branch has crackled – was it you stepping out?
A bird has shuddered – was it you who startled it?
I listen, I wait impatiently,
I quietly follow the rustling of your footsteps -
My body shivers from passion and fright -
Is it you taking me by the hand, dear friend?!
Is it you timidly embracing me?
It is your kiss – a kiss without fire!
With torment in your trembling heart, with fluttering in your blood,
You dare not give in to the madness of love,
And, listening to your noble voice,
I dare not set free my own passions,
I tremble and whisper to you: “Dearest one!
If he possesses my wretched beauty, so be it!
From his embrace, from the night's sultriness,
Again I fly away upon the wings of my dream,
To this garden, to this darkness, to this bench,
Where for the first time you've discovered my soul's secret...
And I merge my soul with yours --
If he possesses my wretched beauty, so be it!”

Text Authorship:

  • Translation from Russian (Русский) to English copyright © 2018 by Sergey Rybin, (re)printed on this website with kind permission. To reprint and distribute this author's work for concert programs, CD booklets, etc., you may ask the copyright-holder(s) directly or ask us; we are authorized to grant permission on their behalf. Please provide the translator's name when contacting us.
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Based on:

  • a text in Russian (Русский) by Yakov Petrovich Polonsky (1819 - 1898), "Диссонанс", written 1875, appears in Озими, Ч. I, Новый сборник стихов Я. П. Полонского (Ozimi, Ch. I, Novyj sbornik stikhov Ja. P. Polonskogo) = Winter Wheat, Part 1, New Collection of Poems by Ya. P. Polonsky, first published 1876
    • Go to the text page.

 

This text was added to the website: 2018-12-13
Line count: 30
Word count: 250

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