I bol'no, i sladko
Language: Russian (Русский) 
Available translation(s): ENG FRE
I bol'no, i sladko,
Kogda, pri nachale ljubvi,
To serdce zab'jotsja ukradkoj,
To v zhilakh techet likhoradka,
To zhar zapylajet v krovi...
I bol'no, i sladko!..

Prob'jot chas svidan'ja,—
Potupja [predatel'skij]1 vzor,
V volnen'i, v tomlen'i neznan'ja,
[Bojas' i zhelaja]2 priznan'ja,3
Nachnjosh' i prervjosh' razgovor...
I v muku svidan'e!..

Ne vymolvish' slova...
Nemejesh'... robejesh'... drozhish'...
Dusha, proklinaja okovy,
Vsja v rechi izlit'sja b gotova...
[No tol'ko gljadish' i molchish' —
Net sily, net slova!..]4

Nastanet razluka,—
I, kholodno, gordo prostjas',
Ujdjosh' s svojej tajnoj i mukoj!..
A v serdce istoma i skuka,
I vechnost'ju [nam kazhdyj]5 chas,
I smert' nam razluka!..

I sladko, i bol'no...
I trepet bezumnyj zatikh;
I serdcu legko i razdol'no...
Slova polilis' by tak vol'no,
No slushat' uzh nekomu ikh,—
I sladko, i bol'no!...

P. Tchaikovsky sets stanzas 1-3, 5

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1 Dyubyuk, Tchaikovsky: "предательный"
2 Dyubyuk, Tchaikovsky: "боишься, желаешь"
3 Tchaikovsky inserts here a line from the end of the stanza: "И в муку свиданье!.."
4 Tchaikovsky: "Нет силы, нет слова,/ и только глядишь и молчишь!"
5 Dyubyuk: "каждый нам"

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  • ENG English (Laura Prichard) , copyright © 2016, (re)printed on this website with kind permission
  • FRE French (Français) (Guy Laffaille) , copyright © 2016, (re)printed on this website with kind permission


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This text was added to the website between May 1995 and September 2003.
Line count: 30
Word count: 128